~雨一直下~

雨一直下　氣氛不算融洽
在同個屋簷下 你漸漸感到心在變化
你愛著他　也許也帶著恨吧
青春耗了一大半　原來只是陪他玩耍
正想離開她　他卻拿著鮮花 說不著邊的話　讓整個場面更加尷尬
不可思議吧　夢在瞬間崩塌 為何當初那麼傻　還一心想要嫁給他
就是愛到深處才怨他　捨不捨得都斷了吧
那是從來都沒有後路的懸崖
就是愛到深處才由他　碎了心也要放得下
難道忘了那愛他的傷　已密密麻麻
不要再為了他掙扎　不要再為他左牽右掛
今後不管他愛不愛誰　快樂嗎　都隨他

! I am Back !

Well, I seldom got chance to update my blog ( one of the reason is just because I'm f**king lazy )

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I had been gone through a lot of things in this few months. I changed a lot, the people i met, the things i involved, incidents that happened on me. They teach me a lot of things, teach me how to be a better man, teach me how to protect myself more, and they teach me to be patient.

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I am running some business with friends, but i find out that when things come to money, even ur best friends, they can't be trusted as well. Someone told me that, everyone will think for themselves first before they thinking for you. No matter how pretty they talk in front of you, when things really happen, we will see the truth.

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I am worrying about all the business thingy and this makes me having insomnia. I was a f**king piggy who can even sleep more than 24 hrs if i have the time. However, I can't even sleep for at least a 4 hours. Everyone tells me that I shouldn't like that, I should have taking some rest after busy for the whole day. Well, I want to say thanks to all the people who are always supporting me, helping me out alot there. I really appreaciate what you guys have done. Thanks a lot buddies !

** Sick **

It has been three days, I got flu and sorethroat, I hardly can remember when was the last time I sick, something that different is, there's no one beside me to take care of me, asking how am I, worrying bout me or forcing me to take medicine. I took medicine that bought from the pharmacy but end up this morning I still cannot go to work. So decided to make a call to my manager and inform her about this.

In the afternoon, I was forced to get my ass up to go and see the doctor cause i need the MC!!! It wasted me RM 35.00 ~ DAMM it ! Ish~ but anyway, I got no choice just have to do so.

Yesterday night after i went to KLCC just to pay a visit to this petronas F1 roadshow. Simply because my friends working there. After that, during my way home, i received a call from my ex's mum. She kept asking me whether we are still going to continue the relationship. I told her honestly, I can't. I am tired of those days, quarreling everyday because of small matters. I begged like a beggar, just to get back to her. But she will keep asking to break. I am not those guys who will give up easily. But i had been begging for a whole year. I am tired of this kind of relationship. May be for somebody, I am just a cold-blooded person. I know love isn't the reason for me to stay in this relationship anymore. I loved her, but, isn't it better if i set her free? Both of us might not suffer for this relationship anymore.

离开以后

好久没写blog了，突然很怀念中学时期，动笔写文章的那段日子。

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最近一直为了她的事而烦，两天一小吵，五天一大吵，这种日子真得过得有点累了。突然间发现，其实我一直都在拖拖拉拉，并不是还爱着她，只是舍不得拿三年的感情罢了。有些时候还真不明白，我一直都在告诉自己，其实我还爱她；但，如果双方都还有爱的话，那这段感情是不是还能够好好的经营下去呢？

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其实，我脑袋空空的，什么也想不到，也不懂再怎么继续写下去，有谁能够陪我聊聊？